Also i tried contacting 3 different people from sahaja 3 different times with no response.
At private ashram meetings things got very weird too, mooji would start to pit one thing against another until people were defending him and the ashram. But even the satsangs were a bit odd amd there seemed to always be a formula about them, someone would speak out against something and then the whole entourage would chime in defense.
Someone mentioned the young man who spoke out about the ashram in an earlier posting during a silent retreat. He said "i watched your videos on youtube for a long time, and now that im here, although i can see how this can help people, i can also see how it creates as many problems as it solves".
Zenji, the man who brought the young man to speak was thoroughly admonished by mooji and visibly shaken, by being associated with someone who had just said this. I was in that satsang after the young man left the audience was chiming in about how "dangerous" or evil he was and how people like that should not be allowed in.
So yeah there was an us against them mentality for sure.
I was also working on a team, if you go to sahaja you are worked as much as possible. I worked on a team mostly in the blistering sun for about 6 hrs every time i went there, again congratulated for this. Alentejo is extremely dry and the sun is strong. I was able to keep up but i think my health is severely suffering now, i cannot bring myself to go to a doctor as i am too scared.
At private ashram meetings things got very weird too, mooji would start to pit one thing against another until people were defending him and the ashram. But even the satsangs were a bit odd amd there seemed to always be a formula about them, someone would speak out against something and then the whole entourage would chime in defense.
Someone mentioned the young man who spoke out about the ashram in an earlier posting during a silent retreat. He said "i watched your videos on youtube for a long time, and now that im here, although i can see how this can help people, i can also see how it creates as many problems as it solves".
Zenji, the man who brought the young man to speak was thoroughly admonished by mooji and visibly shaken, by being associated with someone who had just said this. I was in that satsang after the young man left the audience was chiming in about how "dangerous" or evil he was and how people like that should not be allowed in.
So yeah there was an us against them mentality for sure.
I was also working on a team, if you go to sahaja you are worked as much as possible. I worked on a team mostly in the blistering sun for about 6 hrs every time i went there, again congratulated for this. Alentejo is extremely dry and the sun is strong. I was able to keep up but i think my health is severely suffering now, i cannot bring myself to go to a doctor as i am too scared.