Snapping-out yes, it's very sad. I've learned some things he's had her do for him and it showed me what a coward he is, he will bully but he's a coward.
I don't feel to show my cards anymore regarding my friend or many other things I saw and know.
I feel I have given enough to allow people to decide if they want to go see M or not. I'm just one person and had many disturbing experiences. That the everyday person would find so. What surprised me was the way the group had stopped responding in a normal way. Toward each other and toward him. But for now that will be all.
I prefer to live my life and work to get over the trauma bonding. Discussing it a lot and giving all the examples just reinforces the trauma. I am willing to do it for an investigation into him but not just for the sake of giving out more information. There is a surprise element that is lost in speaking about things and does allow M to hide things, as he does.
I truly love Krishnibai. I heard an interview she gave Bill Free and she said she met M out of high school on a school project. I also saw her transformation in videos. She's been rewired by him. I presume the gift I brought with me to give to her is long gone. But my heart will always feel her lostness and hope she can find her way back to herself someday. I've seen her fierceness toward others who would dare speak out so I'm sure the same goes for me. But, I hope she will be ok when all is said and done.
I don't feel to show my cards anymore regarding my friend or many other things I saw and know.
I feel I have given enough to allow people to decide if they want to go see M or not. I'm just one person and had many disturbing experiences. That the everyday person would find so. What surprised me was the way the group had stopped responding in a normal way. Toward each other and toward him. But for now that will be all.
I prefer to live my life and work to get over the trauma bonding. Discussing it a lot and giving all the examples just reinforces the trauma. I am willing to do it for an investigation into him but not just for the sake of giving out more information. There is a surprise element that is lost in speaking about things and does allow M to hide things, as he does.
I truly love Krishnibai. I heard an interview she gave Bill Free and she said she met M out of high school on a school project. I also saw her transformation in videos. She's been rewired by him. I presume the gift I brought with me to give to her is long gone. But my heart will always feel her lostness and hope she can find her way back to herself someday. I've seen her fierceness toward others who would dare speak out so I'm sure the same goes for me. But, I hope she will be ok when all is said and done.