I saw this on the facebook page Questioning Mooji today..
It's wonderful to now see more Women feeling SAFE and STRONG enough to come forward with their stories!
In honor of a friend who lost her life in Rishikesh last Friday night, Amaya Aum
I speak this now
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This will more than likely be my final contribution to the unmasking project of Mooji. At the urging of many here I will share my story now, in part as all would be too much. I hope it may benefit some to know the facts of my experience. I do this only out of love for any who may be open to understanding what I share is my true experience and I hope my sharing may spare someone else. I am not brave. I’m scared. But I love you more then I care what you might think of this character Annette. So love wins.
Here it is:
I met Mooji online after basically losing my father. His posts came into my feed and I began to watch. I was moved so much that I began attending every satsang and online retreat and joined Sahaja Express and began donating quite a bit to him as well. Something inside me was puzzled by this strong pull to him. I had no idea what it was. So I decided to write to him a letter. From this I was sent an invite to Sahaja. I went October 2015. I stayed 3 weeks. I left and attended retreat in London 2015. I left London 2015 retreat knowing he was not any God at all, anymore than my cat or the tree or you are. He puts himself up as a Master. It is him who does this. In London 2015, and I bought the retreat and have a copy. He stood up at the end of the satsang and as he did people began to exit. He then said, Mooji himself said “If I was your Master, you would not leave this hall, until I left this stage.”
As for the Be article. I was one of the anonymous sources. A volunteer. I will say that what I told Be was reported accurately. I saw him throw water on my friends face. I was in the meeting when he was (through the woman running it) advising on how the mother bird was to be shot if they could not scare it away. Well it was feeding its chicks off Mooji’s fish, so it wasn’t going anywhere. I also saw him read an email from a woman who felt very haunted by Mooji, he said she was mentally ill and now it’s good we could see what “he had to deal with” and then he said let’s see who this is and looked at the top and read her full name. I remember saying in my head “please don’t read her name, please don’t read her name”. He did. It went out on Sahaja Express for all viewers to see, with her name and him calling her mentally ill. If that doesn’t teach you not to go to him with complaints about him, what will? I also had unsettling experiences with him personally. Energetic scenarios where he touched me without my desire for these energetic exchanges. I had a fully packed 3 weeks and a back stage view of his off stage, off camera behavior. I spent thousands of dollars and thought I’d leave with a few friends and a beautiful life changing experience. At one point he gave me Papaji ashes to place the container on my head to “bow at Papaji’s feet” as I had gone to plead with him to help me rid me of me and was bowing at Mooji’s feet. It was Papaji’s birthday and that was what Mooji did. Shared ashes from India of Papaji to help me through Papaji’s power to rid me of me. He has no gifts or special powers to wake anyone up. It’s all a monumental and painful production playing with hopes and dreams of often broken people.
I am grateful to Grace that I got out. It’s been 3 years of retreats, silence, therapy, nightmares and pain and confusion. It’s not worth the danger of becoming attached to him and his group and losing a chance for real Freedom. You lose all that anyway if you see through him and live in the integrity of that hard fought seeing. I’ve had a lot of energy issues since he did some of the things that he did and even now my fingers are ice cold typing this to you.
Most of you I don’t know and have and will probably never meet. Despite this, I hope you know I love you. I hope you know you are already this love. In my experience being near Mooji (although many pray for the chance) is a vortex of attachment and false promises by a damaged and pained man who finds his love in your love and gives it back, unless he doubts you in any way. Then game over. I pray good insight and discernment be with all who go near him. He can lead you out (dissociation from pain feels relieving at first) but he cannot bring you back into your body and help you live life (this dream) in any integrated way. I would still be there if he could.
YOU are the light of the world. YOU are.
As for him sleeping with devotees. I have the answer there as well but that’s not my business to share and so I will not.
Be well and at peace my friends.
It's wonderful to now see more Women feeling SAFE and STRONG enough to come forward with their stories!
In honor of a friend who lost her life in Rishikesh last Friday night, Amaya Aum
I speak this now
————
This will more than likely be my final contribution to the unmasking project of Mooji. At the urging of many here I will share my story now, in part as all would be too much. I hope it may benefit some to know the facts of my experience. I do this only out of love for any who may be open to understanding what I share is my true experience and I hope my sharing may spare someone else. I am not brave. I’m scared. But I love you more then I care what you might think of this character Annette. So love wins.
Here it is:
I met Mooji online after basically losing my father. His posts came into my feed and I began to watch. I was moved so much that I began attending every satsang and online retreat and joined Sahaja Express and began donating quite a bit to him as well. Something inside me was puzzled by this strong pull to him. I had no idea what it was. So I decided to write to him a letter. From this I was sent an invite to Sahaja. I went October 2015. I stayed 3 weeks. I left and attended retreat in London 2015. I left London 2015 retreat knowing he was not any God at all, anymore than my cat or the tree or you are. He puts himself up as a Master. It is him who does this. In London 2015, and I bought the retreat and have a copy. He stood up at the end of the satsang and as he did people began to exit. He then said, Mooji himself said “If I was your Master, you would not leave this hall, until I left this stage.”
As for the Be article. I was one of the anonymous sources. A volunteer. I will say that what I told Be was reported accurately. I saw him throw water on my friends face. I was in the meeting when he was (through the woman running it) advising on how the mother bird was to be shot if they could not scare it away. Well it was feeding its chicks off Mooji’s fish, so it wasn’t going anywhere. I also saw him read an email from a woman who felt very haunted by Mooji, he said she was mentally ill and now it’s good we could see what “he had to deal with” and then he said let’s see who this is and looked at the top and read her full name. I remember saying in my head “please don’t read her name, please don’t read her name”. He did. It went out on Sahaja Express for all viewers to see, with her name and him calling her mentally ill. If that doesn’t teach you not to go to him with complaints about him, what will? I also had unsettling experiences with him personally. Energetic scenarios where he touched me without my desire for these energetic exchanges. I had a fully packed 3 weeks and a back stage view of his off stage, off camera behavior. I spent thousands of dollars and thought I’d leave with a few friends and a beautiful life changing experience. At one point he gave me Papaji ashes to place the container on my head to “bow at Papaji’s feet” as I had gone to plead with him to help me rid me of me and was bowing at Mooji’s feet. It was Papaji’s birthday and that was what Mooji did. Shared ashes from India of Papaji to help me through Papaji’s power to rid me of me. He has no gifts or special powers to wake anyone up. It’s all a monumental and painful production playing with hopes and dreams of often broken people.
I am grateful to Grace that I got out. It’s been 3 years of retreats, silence, therapy, nightmares and pain and confusion. It’s not worth the danger of becoming attached to him and his group and losing a chance for real Freedom. You lose all that anyway if you see through him and live in the integrity of that hard fought seeing. I’ve had a lot of energy issues since he did some of the things that he did and even now my fingers are ice cold typing this to you.
Most of you I don’t know and have and will probably never meet. Despite this, I hope you know I love you. I hope you know you are already this love. In my experience being near Mooji (although many pray for the chance) is a vortex of attachment and false promises by a damaged and pained man who finds his love in your love and gives it back, unless he doubts you in any way. Then game over. I pray good insight and discernment be with all who go near him. He can lead you out (dissociation from pain feels relieving at first) but he cannot bring you back into your body and help you live life (this dream) in any integrated way. I would still be there if he could.
YOU are the light of the world. YOU are.
As for him sleeping with devotees. I have the answer there as well but that’s not my business to share and so I will not.
Be well and at peace my friends.