People were unquestioningly at odds there, but i learned a lot just from the music, spiritial activites and the way the community interacted, and worked together, i met many genuinely kind & honest people. That part of it really changed me for the better, seeing how simple and beautiful life could be, when people are willing to cooperate with one another. but once your back to the society of greed competition and hatred its really disturbing. Also it feels now like "society" is just another cult, a harsher and more brutal version of any other cult. I am probably under 10× more pressure now than i had been there, under the cult of modern society. So thats confusing too like hey, there was weird stuff there, but this place is REALLY messed up. Noones even trying to look out for the common good. And people in modern society constantly pressure you to be some way or another, honestly there is really no difference between some cult and the cultish ideals, classism and expectations of modern society. Actually there is no difference whatsoever.
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