Thanks Sahara! I think what’s bothering me most is the amnesia. I feel trauma but don’t know what it is exactly. I think the trances were quite deep as I’ve read that alone can induce amnesia. I remember him telling me what a good memory I have and it sounded sarcastic at the time and now I know why. Yes, I’ll take those excerpts please.
As for dissociation... I have lost time but it always involves me waking up from a nap but I don’t remember taking one and don’t remember how I got into bed. It’s also an unusually deep sleep. My phone would be next to me and I would have missed calls and texts and all sorts of notifications without waking. And I’ve always been a light sleeper. Is this a sign of dissociating?
I’d love to see the Clark article in full if someone has a link to it. I do recall reading something he wrote about prolonged trance states arresting menstruation (sorry if TMI). At the time I thought I had health problems but now I know why. Once I cut contact it resumed.
As for dissociation... I have lost time but it always involves me waking up from a nap but I don’t remember taking one and don’t remember how I got into bed. It’s also an unusually deep sleep. My phone would be next to me and I would have missed calls and texts and all sorts of notifications without waking. And I’ve always been a light sleeper. Is this a sign of dissociating?
I’d love to see the Clark article in full if someone has a link to it. I do recall reading something he wrote about prolonged trance states arresting menstruation (sorry if TMI). At the time I thought I had health problems but now I know why. Once I cut contact it resumed.