SadGame Wrote:
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> alonzo,
> >
> Im curious about the effects of your own state of
> "enlightenment" as you describe it, that you seem
> to have recognized after you left mooji, how does
> this enlightenment play into this? Does it help
> you progress toward more complete healing and
> towards getting your life back on track?
I've lived a happy life with never a hint of mental or physical difficulties what so ever. Although I had blind spots I for the most part have always been clear minded and understood what was going on around me. It happened that all of a sudden and out of no where I started experiencing all manner of illusions and misfortunes. I went back to my guru for answers and help but all of a sudden he no longer wanted anything to do with me and was not able to help me at all. It was at this point I realized that myself and other people were in trouble. I made my way home again and literally went through hell as I attempted to heal and figure out what had happened. Eventhough I was experiencing these difficulties I could clearly see and understand that my body and mind had been attacked by some outside and unseen influence that had hostile intent toward me. I started recalling all people and situation that happened over a period of time and it started to become clear what had happened and who was behind it. There were many people that made contact with me with the intent to help push me toward the situation that caused me problems. To your question specificly, it's all about being clear minded and have an understanding of what's happening. This then lead me to find material that deepened my understanding of myself and helped me to discover on a deep level that all healing and gaining of fundamental clearity comes only from within each person. No one outside ourselves can heal us or help us to become enlightened. I then found some semi yogic practices that help me to clear the the negative energies I was carrying while at the same time advancing toward self actualazation which is available for all of us. Self actualization is not some mystical magical state but rather a state of opening up your full potential as a human being, discovering the simplicity of your own natural state.
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> alonzo,
> >
> Im curious about the effects of your own state of
> "enlightenment" as you describe it, that you seem
> to have recognized after you left mooji, how does
> this enlightenment play into this? Does it help
> you progress toward more complete healing and
> towards getting your life back on track?
I've lived a happy life with never a hint of mental or physical difficulties what so ever. Although I had blind spots I for the most part have always been clear minded and understood what was going on around me. It happened that all of a sudden and out of no where I started experiencing all manner of illusions and misfortunes. I went back to my guru for answers and help but all of a sudden he no longer wanted anything to do with me and was not able to help me at all. It was at this point I realized that myself and other people were in trouble. I made my way home again and literally went through hell as I attempted to heal and figure out what had happened. Eventhough I was experiencing these difficulties I could clearly see and understand that my body and mind had been attacked by some outside and unseen influence that had hostile intent toward me. I started recalling all people and situation that happened over a period of time and it started to become clear what had happened and who was behind it. There were many people that made contact with me with the intent to help push me toward the situation that caused me problems. To your question specificly, it's all about being clear minded and have an understanding of what's happening. This then lead me to find material that deepened my understanding of myself and helped me to discover on a deep level that all healing and gaining of fundamental clearity comes only from within each person. No one outside ourselves can heal us or help us to become enlightened. I then found some semi yogic practices that help me to clear the the negative energies I was carrying while at the same time advancing toward self actualazation which is available for all of us. Self actualization is not some mystical magical state but rather a state of opening up your full potential as a human being, discovering the simplicity of your own natural state.