I'm glad you are OK, i yam what i yam.
I wonder if you wouldn't have just gotten better, anyway, without Moo? Sounds like you have done some really pro-active things in your life.
But then you say that you received some kind of "energetic jolt" from Moo. I'm really not sure such a thing exists.... I didn't experience it myself.
I just felt spaced out from watching Moo videos. At first it was pleasant, but within a week or so it was kind of empty. The concerning thing is that this emptiness led me to want to watch more videos!
Then I was just confused by the "message" basically. It's a message without any real meaning, in my opinion. It just doesn't help at all.
It's like this:
"You are not really you. You only think you are you. Don't think! Don't think at all. You are you but not you. The universe is you. You are the universe. You might believe you are you, but that is just your mind. You are not your mind. You are the one who is witnessing all this. Even the witness is being witnessed. But not by you. You are not really you."
Sadly, I must have missed something, because it really didn't make any freaking sense to me at all! I began to worry that I was really missing the point in all this. That's where my vulnerability came in.... that's where I became the perfect target for thought-reform.
I was questioning my own mind... my own ability to comprehend something. And all this questioning revolved around my very identity, my own sanity and sense of myself. It makes a person very, very vulnerable... and very, very open to suggestion. Questions, questions, question....who am I really if I am not me?
I don't know.
And then Old Moo is there to tell me who I am. One of his followers.
No, he doesn't say it outright, but it's implied by him all the time. The foot-kissing, the bowing down, the prayer gestures being offered up to him, like he is some kind of God. The photos of him you can buy in the gift shop, along with the prayer beads or whatever the heck they are.
Then he conveniently denies that he is any kind of leader or anything - of course he does!! Only a true messiah would deny his own divinity.
I wonder if you wouldn't have just gotten better, anyway, without Moo? Sounds like you have done some really pro-active things in your life.
But then you say that you received some kind of "energetic jolt" from Moo. I'm really not sure such a thing exists.... I didn't experience it myself.
I just felt spaced out from watching Moo videos. At first it was pleasant, but within a week or so it was kind of empty. The concerning thing is that this emptiness led me to want to watch more videos!
Then I was just confused by the "message" basically. It's a message without any real meaning, in my opinion. It just doesn't help at all.
It's like this:
"You are not really you. You only think you are you. Don't think! Don't think at all. You are you but not you. The universe is you. You are the universe. You might believe you are you, but that is just your mind. You are not your mind. You are the one who is witnessing all this. Even the witness is being witnessed. But not by you. You are not really you."
Sadly, I must have missed something, because it really didn't make any freaking sense to me at all! I began to worry that I was really missing the point in all this. That's where my vulnerability came in.... that's where I became the perfect target for thought-reform.
I was questioning my own mind... my own ability to comprehend something. And all this questioning revolved around my very identity, my own sanity and sense of myself. It makes a person very, very vulnerable... and very, very open to suggestion. Questions, questions, question....who am I really if I am not me?
I don't know.
And then Old Moo is there to tell me who I am. One of his followers.
No, he doesn't say it outright, but it's implied by him all the time. The foot-kissing, the bowing down, the prayer gestures being offered up to him, like he is some kind of God. The photos of him you can buy in the gift shop, along with the prayer beads or whatever the heck they are.
Then he conveniently denies that he is any kind of leader or anything - of course he does!! Only a true messiah would deny his own divinity.