Ive just found this site, and want to add more. I was a student for 15 years and it all went horribly wrong. Just as stated in otber comments all said is true. I met r maclaren on several visits to nz where he would preside over week l9ng groups.through my association my life changed and so did i. Sometimes good other times difficult. Demands were mafe on us and family time stretched. On the last resdudebtial i had a psychotic episode, and for no obvious reason, but then maybe it all bdcame too much for my brain. The episode lasted several days and i have little recall, neither was help sought. I was tnen a martied woman with tnree children and within tne year i was sepsrated ho eless and without my chiodren, and in anotner year he was marrying tne sister of a fellow student.this lasted two years in which time the childrrn grew and left him. He continued to be a student while i left, unable to comprehend the classes anymore in mypsychotic state. That was trwnty years ago, and today im on longterm meditation. We were to dreprive ourselves of basic human needs, such as sleep food and i think sex except when having children..they qould also use students as muses, setting them up against the material, which itself was vdry strong reading, i watched my immediate famiky that is my fThr and mother fall under the sway of that was said to be the truth. I dont have a positive picture of how we use conscoiusness for me the experience was a nightmare
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